If anyone has random blocks / sticks / segments / bars lying around and is willing to part with, let me know! :D
Is it right, then, to feel threatened by a book?
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- Mood:
annoyed
Perhaps because emo LJ posts are... special. It's got that anonymous catharsis of vent-writing that you get with a diary, and the added bonus of letting all your friends know about it, at the same time. No more of this nonsense of repeating oneself over and over! No more awkward explaining of situations in person! Tell it to LJ! LJ can repeat it back for you as many times as you want, exactly the same each time as the first time you said it. PLUS! You get free sympathy! Its amazing!
Its a load of hogwash if you ask me, tbh. If people really want to know why I'm writing this, they can just ask me in person. I swear I don't bite (although I might not let you touch me in the near future). Besides, most people will be able to look at me and tell something is off.
Wow, its 27 minutes after dick-o-clock. Jack really needs to come back soon. I'm falling over onto my laptop... >.<
- Mood:
depressed
- Location:This mortal coil
- Mood:default
So I went outside today when I got home. It was a nice night out, good temperature, nice driving.
The first thing I noticed were the stars. There weren't many, but on a clear night you can see a lot. It wasn't very clear today, there was a smattering of clouds. Somewhere in the distance lighting was flashing. But what really caught my eye was the distinction in the clouds offered by the city glow from over the horizon. Not the washing out of moonlight, nor the distraction of lawn nights. It was perfect clouds, with perfectly clear night in between. Beautiful, like they describe in the books.
Then the wind blew. It was a chill wind, it made me shiver. Made me feel alive, even, raising the goosebumps over my skin, but it reminded me of nice things. Beaches, Europe, the good stuff. Its not often that I just stand without a shirt on and let wind make me rough all over.
I sniffed at the air, for with it came the scent of the honeysuckle bush. Now, there's the smell of honeysuckle as it just sits there, and there's the smell that wafts to you on the air. Kinda like some foods, its a scent better served chill, and fresh. I haven't smelled anything as good, or real, in a very long time.
I just stood there, taking in all these things, just letting my three senses take over. I haven't really paid so much attention to them in... well, ever. Usually I have a book or laptop open wherever I go, or I retreat into the safe harbor of my thoughts, since as long as I'm tied up with myself nothing outside can affect me. This, despite being only a scant few minutes long, was the vacation I'd been looking for all summer. A book-perfect moment of nature, where things look as good as only the ambiguity of night can make them look.
It was good enough to actually get me to stop thinking about anything, from the way past, to tomrrow, to the intesrting time of barely a couple hours ago. Well, interetsting in its actual details, but quite boring in terms of a way overused plot and script.
I went inside, then, as sleep called me. That, and I needed to write an LJ post.
"I put on my glasses and doctor's scrubs..."
I'm cursed I tell you, first it started with every birthday (my dad's laptop, a glass then, a glass this year, other occasions...) and now a glass bowl. And I forgot to check the food for glass shards as well.
I <3 them. Too bad they only clean your skin though. Someone ought to work on that. Like, "Dove, now with a special soul soothing formula!" or "Bath and Body Works: Foaming Sin Cleanser." Heck, I'd settle for Victoria's Secret special edition Endorphine Flush.